Hey, Oppa!

Hey, happy belated birthday.

One year has been passed through, and you know what, three days ago I was too busy 'til I forget to say happy birthday to you – something that I never did in these last three years.

The first year, 2011, I made a small surprise for you, and you said I'm an angel because I was so kind.

The second year, 2012, we were separated by distance, but thank God your timezone is not too far from mine. I congratulated you through the phone, and you said that you miss me. I missed you too and I closed the phone fast so you didn't know that I cry.

Last year, 2013, was the best year, because we see each other after some times – I made a surprise again, I went to the city where you had the football match. It was a beautiful night.....but I know I should let you go. We are not meant to be together. As we arrive in Surabaya in the morning, I know this is the end.

So yes, we never look back – yet never meet ever again.

Good bye, good bye. I am moving on :)

P.S.: No, I am not gonna say happy birthday directly to you. Just wanted you to know that I dedicate these two songs for you.

P.P.S.: Yes, yes, true. I was so so so deeply in love with you, I never thought I will recover this fast. But...once again, good bye :)

Carly Rae Jepsen - More Than a Memory

Are we gonna be more than a memory?
No matter how lame my apology
I let go of you, you let go of me
Are we gonna be more than a memory?
Are you gonna just stand in front of me
Pretending I'm not your destiny

Katy Perry - The One That Got Away

In another life
I would make you stay
So I don't have to say
You were the one that got away
The one that got away